Friday, January 30, 2009

Chimera.

You're such a comely soul.
Who would've known you were scum?
You're such a soothing being.
Who would've known you were untamed?
You have such luster,all fool's gold.
Your shine has faded.
You're now as fraudulent as the words that fall from your lips.
I'll be copulating with the stars, you'll be congregating with the venal.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Sewing Together A Ruptured Artery.

You always crawl back.
Like an addict to a pipe.
A trollop to a dick.
Your morals stand on salt.
Excuse me while I hose you down.
You are sewage.
You are filth.
You are not my equal.
I am a deity.

Memoirs Written In Invisible Ink.

Baby, you are walking the fine line between Crown Heights trick and Babylonian whore.
Spread these words like your legs that this game is fucking over.
Calling me "yours'' was worse than playing dodgeball barefoot on glass.
Breaking news:expect a fucking blow to the temple.
I gave it my all.
You gave me nothing but empty words filled with false promise.
Congrats, you're the new American dream.

Formidably Over-Zealous

"Just relax,it wasn't like there was a getaway plan"
You're just a tip,just a bill, just a fray at the end.
Not a profit, just a pocket in the jacket of shame.
Cash the check, who gives a fuck? 
Bank teller always to blame.
Sell me your dreams, but never fucking mention the lies.
Repay,rebate, just to fucking retax.
Baby we'll wash & erode away in the tide.
Next time you make a transaction, make sure the price is right.
Don't drag it on for months, don't take it on in stride.

Lack of Ethics.

All I wanted was a gutterfuck.
Lay down with dogs,wake up with fleas.
All I wanted was a hole to touch.
Celebration post-menstruation complete elation ignorant bliss.
So absurd.
Don't look into my fucking eyes.
Don't dare let out a moan.
You're just great legs and a pair of thighs.
Just a cheap price and a gutterfuck.
Buck sixty-one,not too little,never enough.

Disposal.

What the fuck do you want from me?
I can only take so much complaining.
Your pupils look like trashcan lids.
What's wrong baby? Sick of looking at filth?
Then stop looking at the harlot in the mirror.
She isn't as pretty when she's on her feet.
You are a fucking abomination.
You are a fucking plague.
This is your fucking initiation.
Welcome to the human race.
Enjoy your stay and defecate.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Utter Elation.

Every time is like being a child on a roller coaster for the first time.
An exhilarating feeling,deep in the thrill.
I cover my elated expression,staring in your blue eyes to keep my concentration.
How we kept our eyes open,i'll never know.
Everything is where it's supposed to be.
Blue on top,brown on bottom.
Sky and dirt.
Every time you slide under the thin covers of this bed, I strap my seatbelt.
I'm ready for another rollercoaster.

Conclusion.

You're like a fucking anchor.
A colossal iron anchor.
My fault for wrapping you around my ankle and leaping off a cliff.
I'll send you a fucking postcard,
and plagiarized apology notes.
I'll see you at the bottom of the septic tank.
You reap what you sow.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Blegh.

tonight was a complete and utter mindfuck. more so than other nights with him.
it's ridiculous and stupid and hopeless;yet we both stick around and bear it.
its like a glass case of suffering




Thursday, January 22, 2009

Waste of Space.

for a long time,I reflected on this confusion in the astronomical traditions concerning the derivation of the universe's spheres.

Human Nature.

"living in filth never felt so good" she said.
let's lay on our backs and pretend we're dead.
let her skin exude passion and lust 
this pressure point makes you sweat.
one day a rain will wash the scum off these sheets
but this love will be lost in the midst of this august heat
I can smell the evergreen outside this cabin,can we please pretend this never happened?
fine okay,i'll take what I can get.
you were the night I won't forgive,you were the fuck I won't forget.